Molly

It was (9) years ago when you came into my life, better yet let’s be honest here, it was (9) years ago when you unknowingly saved my life, and I willingly saved yours. 

If I didn’t know any better, it seemed as if you knew exactly what you were doing each time you saw me as I came to work at the rescue. Not once was I able to walk in without you greeting me with that now so familiar howl which  seemed to grow louder and louder as if you were unable to get my attention the time before. 

I truly believe that me being led to you was no accident. I truly believe you were meant for me and I was meant for you.

Since the day I took you home for the first time we had been apart longer than a day just once, and even that trip was cut short due to wanting to get back to you. It is a true statement when I say that I missed you as much as you missed me, and maybe a little more. 

We shared a bond like no other, when I got home from being wherever you always greeted me like I was away for a long time, you loved me so much and I couldn’t help but love you the same. It seems like our time together has flown by, we had so much more to do together and we had so many things still to do. 

I wanted to make sure that I said thank you, thank you for always being there for me no matter what was going on, whether I was angry, sad, hurting or stressed, you always made me feel better, you always made me feel like I could do anything as long as I had you around. Your unconditional love was all that I needed to keep me going, to keep me honest and to keep me grounded with humility. 

Each day i would remind myself how grateful I was to of had you in my life to of had the opportunity to love you and have you as my companion. 

With you around I felt like I was the most unstoppable in this life and that I was a better person in my everyday life. Other than my wife your mom, you were my best friend and I want you to know that I could not of loved you with anymore of my heart, you had it all and nothing could ever change that. 

Over the last nine years we have had the opportunity to make memories, and those memories are what is going to have to suffice as our journey together has come to a heartbreaking end, you were taken far too soon, and that has left a gaping hole in my heart and a sadness in me that will never fade, because Molly, you were my and always will be my baby angel, my boogie and my Molly Molerins. There will never be another that fills my heart as completely as you did, and there can never be anyone that I am as indebted too as I am to you. I owe you everything and then some, because you saved me the day you came into my life, and you made sure not to let me give up on anything, just laying beside you made me feel like I was your superhero, like I had relevance to my life. 

Lastly, I wanted to thank you for allowing me the opportunity to be with you for nine years, it was a great ride, I was gifted the best friend a person could have. I was given something no one can ever take from me, a heart that is filled with love that you gave me each and everyday and a joy like no other.

I love you my Molerins